Isabella

izziebella03 @ 2007-08-02T08:12:00

2007-08-02T06:22:52Z

It's 7 in the morning here, idk why im up this early. I'ts kind of strange getting used to living in Italy now it doesnt feel like it at all yet.
and I don't want it to be August, I'm so nervous at starting school.

what's new tiger lily?

2007-07-21T01:55:07Z

"The man who said 'I'd rather be lucky than good' saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. "

long time

2007-07-15T04:44:05Z

LaMustardSeed (12:37:02 AM): i thought you where gonna be making cheese
pagan poetryy (12:37:06 AM): hahahahahah
pagan poetryy (12:37:13 AM): thats funny
LaMustardSeed (12:37:17 AM): i love you !!
LaMustardSeed (12:37:21 AM): i haven't told you that in forever !
pagan poetryy (12:37:27 AM): hahaha
pagan poetryy (12:37:33 AM): i dont remember you ever telling me that LaMustardSeed (12:39:39 AM): that i love you very very much
LaMustardSeed (12:39:41 AM): yes i have
pagan poetryy (12:40:07 AM): ohh i thought you meant about the cheese lol

izziebella03 @ 2007-06-20T22:01:00

2007-06-21T03:13:07Z

its not all good! i feel so nervous and stupid, its amazing how i can keep things to myself for so long and its bad because when i finaly deceide to open up about something it just makes me so nervous and builds it up into something that would so important. im so crazy, ive been all jittery and ive drank about 3 glasses of water and had to wash my face and walk around for a bit to calm down, why am i like that? and making this stuff into such a big deal and for other people its nothing.
my mind is all messed up, why am i always the one put in these situations? could it ever
be the other way around just once, you know for change? this is getting quite boring. i just dont know.

morgan's house

2007-01-06T18:04:48Z

I don't want to leave. This trip has been so nice and i just felt the love and warmth all over, I was reminded of the Miami i used to be happy in and miss. It sucks how everytime I leave jamaica, when i go back i feel like i'm moving there all over again...I just wish I could stay, I mean I still definetley want to move to Italy in the summer but at this moment I feel like miami is the only place i should or need to be...for now, atleast.

izziebella03 @ 2006-12-11T03:03:00

2006-12-11T03:03:12Z

My Saturday consisted of pretty much nothing, lots of sitting and quiet. I liked today though,
I went to an art fair my parents had a booth. I love that fair its in my friend Tiffany's parents' art gallery. Its really nice um I bought a shirt and a present for Rocio,I hope she likes it.
When it started raining I hung out with Tiffany and her friend Ashley, yea Ive figured out theyre not very interesting and Jaques and his little brother jean luc who I like alot. yea I ran into alot of people it was nice.
I came home and studied for chemistryy on tuesday ahh thats gonna be hell and french tommorow.
no more schoool yess.

izziebella03 @ 2006-11-16T03:19:00

2006-11-16T03:19:50Z

Today was a really sad day, I went to a funeral My mothers close friend from highschool died from cancer. The reason i feel so sentimental is not only becasue she died but because me an her daughter, Justine grew up
together birthday parties, play dates everything and i never would have ever imagined something so tragic happening to them. At the end I saw Justine crying and I started crying too its all Ive really been thinking about. I just feel so sad and it scares me alot. Im glad I went, I hugged her and I think she appreciated that I came, and her family too. I have no idea what to say and sometimes words arent important.
But okay I went to the funeral and not im at home, but what about them? They have to go back to their lives without their mother and without a wife it just so unfair and so confusing.
While I was there I was thinking everyone dies how many funerals will I go to?and feel sad and lost over and over.
There are so many things going thorugh my head but its seems to personal to write it here.

izziebella03 @ 2006-10-23T18:46:00

2006-10-23T18:52:28Z

Not going to school and watching Daria all day is seriously what I love the most. Im gonna work in my sketchbook for a little and maybe write a post card or two we'll see what happens.
and my weekend was weird but cool I guess.

izziebella03 @ 2006-10-17T18:38:00

2006-10-17T22:52:41Z

This weekend was reeeeeeally cool. No school on monday or tuesday and on saturday me and my mother and some fo her friends who are visiting her form France rented a house on the beach at jakes! It was really pretty and every morning i would jump into the sea and lay around in the sun for a couple of hours and at night fall asleep to the sound of the ocean. I read alot and took a bajilion and one pictures. The last night we were there, which was last night I camped out on the beach and then i woke up and like 4 in the morning and got kinda scared so I went inside.
So anyways I really really dont want to go to school tommorow. daaaaaamn.
but besides that whatever im okay.

izziebella03 @ 2006-09-27T21:57:00

2006-09-28T02:09:14Z

today was okay i guess... at 12 o clock we went on a field trip to see the al gore movie about the environment? it was interesting it had alot of information and i think the environment is so cool i could be someone like that someday...some one that cares about the enviornment like as a job it would be so cool, there are so many possiblities and it would be a job i love. Other people said it was boring and told me a i was weird for liking it. other people are idiots and thats exactly what my dad said when i told him. I'm so full of the people i go to school with i hate them. Theyre are so ignorant and self centered and EVERYTHING i cant stand in people. The only people i like are my 11th grade friends and thats about it, those are the only people i enjoy talking to. When I came home i felt so sick and had to stay in bed for a long time, I watched Frida, again lol I love her so much I was just looking at a book about her i wish i could have met her or see her work in personson. it just makes me feel good....So anyways before i never used to right what i feel and sometimes its very hard for me to write in this and sometimes even in my own journal, and now i dont care anymore. I dont care if anyone reads this, and now that ive realized how full of shit almost everyone i know is, I dont care as much how people think of me.

"what if i told you something crazy?"

izziebella03 @ 2006-09-10T22:29:00

2006-09-11T02:31:26Z

Today was interesting, I went to the pool and swam laps, did my homework and cleaned my room. you have NO IDEA how messy it was, I couldnt even walk inside it just disguisted me.lol And its been like that for months ah I'm so lazy! I also put shelves in my room which i reallyy like now. It took a really long time but im proud of myself lol. I was so happy i got to sleep in this weekend, tmmr is school and waking up early is so annoying! My first week was ok i guess. Pretty boring though and this year school ends an hour later =( damn. My art teach annoys the fuck out of me! I really cant stand her, she makes the art class unpleasant for me. eww man shes horrible. I'm signing up for art classes again, I'm really excited and I'll also get to hang out with jordan =) Its funny, his sister is like my closest friend here, and we have waaay more in common then me and her do. Like if we were to write down everything we had in common it would be almost perfect. But I doubt he'd ever see me that way anyways. Anyways goodnight, I'll write again soon

There exists a melody
That just might change your mind
If only i knew the key
To sing to make you mine

Then i saw it on your keyboard
And you saw it on my sleeve
I never knew a heart existed
Outside of make believe
Till i saw it on your keyboard
I knew at least i might just have a chance
To catch a shooting star

There exists a star above
That always steals my stare
And there exists a star on stage
That never seems to care

I saw it on your keyboard
And you saw it in my eyes
I didn't mean to scare you
You just seem really nice
And when i read it on your keyboard
I knew at least i might just have a chance
To catch a shooting star

Oh yeah and by the way, I intend on put my pictures from Italy soon

izziebella03 @ 2006-09-05T20:03:00

2006-09-06T00:12:46Z

i'm really gonna miss summer.
i miss my home...italy, miami wherever its just not here.And after being away for like 2 months i feel like im coming here for the first time and like i just moved here or something.I mean dont get me wrong its not THAT bad here and it can be pretty cool at times, but ill always feel like a foreigner which really sucks alot.
and as for school, i cant even think of one reason why i would want to go tommorow. I'm not looking forward to it at all.
I'm really disappointed and kind of sad, I hope I''l actually get something good out of this year cause last year was just a waste

izziebella03 @ 2006-08-16T20:25:00

2006-08-17T00:32:36Z

Today was pretty cool,earlier i went to a natural spa/lake in the mountains,its hard to explain what exactly it is.
but its very relaxing.
and i just came back from watching fireworks on the beach with my friend Silvia,
we walked around and talked shes really interesting.
i'm kinda tired and tommorow i have to wake up early to go to the market with her again
goodnight!

izziebella03 @ 2006-08-14T13:21:00

2006-08-14T13:26:45Z

I got Andrea's Letter!!!!!!!!!
=)!
I love it!
My Dad had it for liek 2 weeks and forgot to give it to me lol
I'm gonna start writing yours now!
I love you Andrea Maria Orellana Sanchez de los Angeleles Molina de Hivarez Cortez Iglesias Portillo Lunar Diaz =)!
lmao

izziebella03 @ 2006-08-08T14:18:00

2006-08-08T18:18:28Z

My flight to Italy is in 2 hours
Im so excited!

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-31T22:44:00

2006-08-01T02:57:41Z

On friday i went to sami's house, it was reaally fun i was with her until sunday.
I got to see Nadine for like 30 miutes until we both had to leave.
Then Tiffany, Danny, Damien and Andrew came to pick us up we went to wendy's and andrews house and hung out for a while and
danceed to salsa and ghetto music =) lol then we went to danny and tiffany's house and slept over.
Then saturday we woke up and went to band practice and saw all theses ppl at this restuarant in the middle of nowhere by the air port "WHAT IS THIS PLACE?!" lmao
TIffany tought me and sami how to drive and we are both like really really good at it. Its really fun it gives me a rush of adrenaline and i didnt want to stop lol.
After that we went back to their house and i dunno all this stuff happened and then we went to andrews house and all this stuff happened and i passed out on the couch.
danny took me and sami back to her house, and he fell asleep on the couch, sami refused to eat teh mozzarella and tomatoe and the strawberries and chocolate lol.
Today i went to some stores and bought some clothes i got a really pretty polka dot skirt and some new flats and and some other stuff. =)
Tommorow should be really fun I'm excited =)

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-28T00:20:00

2006-07-28T04:30:17Z

yesterdaay was coool i went to get my hair trimmed and its straight and stuff, which i think i like..its alot easier than curly hair and looks longer.
Then today i woke up like reallllly late and had to get ready to go to the airport with my cousins who were going to ireland which is awesome i wish i couldve gone with them. My flight to miami was supposed to be at 6:00 but it was like delayed 2 hours and i just got home like an hour ago.
Idk what im doing tommorow, i think im gonna go like buy clothes or something. It doesnt seem like theres much to do here anymore
and i hope i get to see people and hang out.
I sorta miss school, but i also like summer idk its weird im gonna hate school when it starts though, hillel sucks.
anyways im really tied so im gonna go to sleep now.

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-18T20:42:00

2006-07-19T01:00:48Z

hello =) these past couple of days have been okay.
I went to see pirates with angela but it was sold out so we had to see superman =/
i slept at melanies house with roxy and melissa too that was fun there was a big black out so
we couldnt watch movies or do anything so we decided to play hide and seek and prank calls LOL
cause there wasnt anything else to do.
Today and yesterday i havent been doing anything at all except watching movies reading and going online.
Angela went to miami on monday and im this week, my mom is supposed to be getting my ticket
This time im coming by myself though, my mom is working and i dont want to stay here any longer.
Im only staying for a week and then im going to france and italy.
I can stay with rocio until she has to leave on the 22nd and the rest of the time im not sure yet.
thats about it for now bye bye =)

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-11T13:58:00

2006-07-11T19:17:57Z

The last couple of cays have been good, on Saturday I went to dinner with my mom at this dinner party we had to go to.
I had like 6 glasses of really good wine and alot of cake =).
Then after that i went to Angelas house and her mom left so we got eggs and like old gross food and bananas and went on her roof
with her sister and started throwing them in her neighbors pool lol.
After That got boring her sister, Clarissa(explains it all lol) is like lets take a walk but we have to like dress in black so we could blend in and stuff and me and angela are like you want us to pretend to be black??? lmaoo
We put a smushed dirty banana in someones mailbox which was really disguisting, all these dogs started barking and cars started passing and we ran into the bushes
casue we got scared and then we tried to get back inside...but the doors were all locked.
So basically we got locked out and their mom wouldnt answer her phone, so clarissa called her friend rory or something to come over to keep us company
and their mom finally came home at like 5 in the morning lol. Went to sleep, woke up at 2 ,ate, played sims and listened to music we stayed up all night again to watch the sunrise
I came home yesterday and right now im downloading music and stuff. Im gonna go do something soon...djkfjkdshf

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-06T08:56:00

2006-07-06T13:06:43Z

its like 8:00 and im awake?whyyyy?
i woke up like an hour ago and took the longest shower of life.
i'm so sore from yesterday, me melissa and elise went to the gym hahaha
my shoulders and legs hurts alottt.

umm i got a dog cause my moms friends moving to switzerland.
and shes pretty quiet and stuff and sticks her paw out so you can shake hands
i think shes pretty cute.

friday was my last day of school.
and summer has been really boring so far
i cant wait til i go away this summer should be great.

okay so im gonna go watch tv and try to go back to sleep or something.lol
&hearts;

izziebella03 @ 2006-07-04T17:40:00

2006-07-04T21:43:26Z

ITALY IS TRUELY AMAZING
ITALIANS ARE AMAZING =D

WOW I LOVE MY COUNTRY

IM SORRY FOR THE GERMANS THOUGH
THAT WAS PRETTY SAD.
THEY DESERVED TO WIN THE WORLD CUP ESPECIALLY AT HOME AND ALL.

=)

izziebella03 @ 2006-06-22T23:37:00

2006-06-23T03:42:08Z

today was boring.
I had half day at school,
then i went to the graduation for 11th grade or whatever
cause melanie said it would be fun and we'de walk around and stuff
it was the most boring thing of life
i was so miserable, but it kind of got better when i hung out with lacy and alyssa
casue we were just laughing at everything.
i'm really tired and i have a biology and geography final tommorow
that im kindof worried about..anyways
i cant wait til stupid finals and school are over
so i can go away and do something fuuunnn :]

goodnight.

izziebella03 @ 2006-06-18T19:39:00

2006-06-19T00:11:19Z

This weekend was amaaaaaazing, it was the most fun I've had in such a while.
It was Anjana's(an-ya-na) last weekend here, because she' s moving to back to Germany on tuesday.
So this whole weekend was kindof dedicated to her.
Friday, at school was really fun we hardly did anything and had a a cake fight at lunch and spent most of the rest of the day in the girls bathroom
taking pictures, and taking the cake out of our hair and off our faces.
which ill post as soon as i get them.
Yesterday, was like the best day ever.
Angela threw a party for Anjana it took me a while to get into it, but in the end I just didnt care and started acting crazy.
not crazy in a bad way just in a happy carefree kindof way.
everyone started jumping off her roof into the pool, I will never look at strawberry syrup the same way again...lmao
we played truth or dare, and took blankets and layed down on the grass looking at the stars and talked.
Everyone was just happy, and i just felt really comfortable for once.
Afterwards, me and Anjana helped angel clean her house.
we stayed up and talked about the whole party and watched hot italian techno videos lmao
I came home this morning, my mom bought me a book about audrey hepburn=)

Friday was our last day of classes, but i have finals everyday for the next two weeks. grreeeat.
Anyways, its gonna suck that Anjanas leaving, its gonna be really weird without her=(.
she's so loud and wild and crazy and kindof irreplacable.
And school is gonna be soo bleh.

I can't wait for summer! srsly.
and the next time we all get to hang out like that again =)

izziebella03 @ 2006-06-12T00:47:00

2006-06-12T04:56:53Z

im about to go to sleep, im so tired.
but ill do a quick recap.lol
on friday at school we hardly did anything cause mostly everyone went on a fieldtrip.
but we had a history test, and it was funny me and stephen bailey had out eyes like glued to anjanas paper. lol
they're funny sometimes.
school is fun sometimes days but others its like bleehh.
i dont remember what i did on friday.
on saturday me and anjana slept at lacy's house.
i love her house soo much, its soo big and like spacey and open.
and its soo beautiful cause it really up in the mountains next to a river
thats really pretty and we were climbing on the rocks and playing in it and stuff
and we saw some crazy people like washing their hair and like taking a bath at the every end lmaooo. soo funny
today we got bored and made a cake and i had to make the icing lmao
it actually turned out okay.
im readin Flowers in the Attic its really creepy and kind of disturbing but its interesting. lol
alex sent me these techno songs in italian which im officially in love with today. :]
blah blah blah so i guess thats it.
school tmmr and stuff so yea
GoodNight! BuonaNotte! :]

izziebella03 @ 2006-06-03T13:28:00

2006-06-03T17:43:58Z

Today has been really good so far.
I'm really happy right now.
I woke up and it was windy, cold and rainy , which is like the best weather in the world to me
i love it.
i drank tea and went to the computer and started going ona bunch of clothes and band sites
and i just ordered a death cab shirt , and so that pretty much made my day.
im really excited i saw it a year ago and just remembered it today.
I'm wearing the skirt me and sami made almost a year ago and its kind of alot tighter than i remember
so im gonna start going to the pool to excercise maybe once a week or something
my hair is natural today, without any gel pulled back with a black scarf thing,
and im gonna stop using so much gel now, cause its really bad and i dont care what people think of it anymore
I really am gonna start working on improving the things i do, and to stop focusing on other things like the past, and start look at now, the present.

&hearts;